There’s a first time for Everything
You look down at both your intertwined hands and can’t help but smile to yourself. You still can’t believe that your boyfriend is Josh Hutcherson - also, he’s your first boyfriend.
You two haven’t been dating for long, only a good week or so. You’ve never kissed him before, or any boy to be truthful. You’re actually sort of afraid that you won’t know what to do when he leans in and kisses you. And thanks to Jen who so kindly hinted around; he plans on kissing you today. You’re really nervous and you have no idea what to do when the time comes.
You two go back to your house after your walk around the neighborhood on this beautiful summer day. Once you get on the porch, you turn to Josh and smile, your cheeks blushing a bit.
Josh rests one hand on your waist and he tucks a piece of hair behind your ear before resting the other hand on one side of your face. You slowly wrap your arms around his warm neck and smile a bit. Well, I have to go see the director for a movie I have coming up but … I’ll see you later?” he asks hopefully, smiling a bit. You nod and add, “Yeah see you later!” Josh remains there and your heart stops.
This is it your first kiss is finally going to happen. You feel as if you can’t breathe and Josh slowly moves in, tilting his head a bit and closing his eyes. You just remain there as Josh continues leaning in and you have absolutely no idea what to do.
Do you close your eyes or wait until he’s actually kissing you? Are you supposed to lean in as well or? A soft warm pair of lips pressing gently against your own interrupts your thoughts. You feel as if the whole world stops and your heart finally feels like it’s beating again.
His lips feel soft against yours and it feels right - the perfect fit. As if on instinct, you close your eyes and kiss him back - not even knowing what your doing. Your lips are moving as one and the kiss is amazing! His warm lips tingle against yours and you wish they’d never leave.
You feel him apply more pressure with his lips; kissing you deeper than before. You find yourself doing the same and running your fingers through his hair, sucking gently on his bottom lip. Josh pulls his lips away slowly, gently pulling on your bottom lip before pulling away but pecks them softly once more before resting his forehead against yours, grinning the biggest smile you’ve ever seen him have.
Your cheeks redden and Josh grins even more which you didn’t even think was possible. Your first kiss is already over, but it was perfect. “I’ll see you later [Y/N],” he smiles and pecks your cheek softly before pulling away. He waves at you before hoping into the car.
You didn’t even notice Jen and Liam staring from the car - you didn’t even know his ride was already there! You were too caught in the amazing kiss.
After the car is gone, you smile and slowly slide down against the door, grinning like a big idiot and biting on your lip; trying to make the smile not seem too big. That kiss is the only thing on your mind for the rest of the day.
“Come on we should get off the bed,” your boyfriend of five months, Josh, says. “Nooooo,” you reply, intertwining your legs with his. “Let’s stay!” You do your cute pout thing that Josh almost always falls for. He looks at you and groans trying to shield his eyes, which makes you giggle.
“That’s what you said five minutes ago [Y/N],” he chuckles but pulls you closer anyways. You smile and rest your head in his warm chest, playing with his fingers. You’ve fallen hard for Josh in the past five months and you love him - much more than you even thought was possible. You don’t know what you’d do without this boy; he’s basically your life. You love him so much.
Josh starts lifting up but you stop him and look up into his eyes. “We could … you knooow,” you say in a singsong voice, pecking his lips softly. Josh’s been sort of hinting that he wants to have sex.
He tries not to make it obvious but the boners didn’t help much and let’s just say you two never went swimming anymore or else Josh wouldn’t be able to deal which you find hilarious. It’s so cute to see him all flustered and upset that he can’t do anything about it so he grumbles to himself under his breath while pacing around. It’s really quite a sight to watch.
You want to take the next step with him and make love, you’re just so afraid - you’re a virgin. You’re afraid you won’t be good in bed and also … you’re really self conscious about your body; being curvy and all.
Josh says he adores your curves and he says, quote: “There’s more to cuddle with.” but you hate it anyways. You don’t like your curves with clothes on, with clothes off? You’re afraid Josh won’t like what’s in front of him. You don’t want him to cringe whenever he thinks of having sex after you do the first time. You want it to be perfect - with him having more experience than you.
“Don’t joke about that [Y/N],” Josh groans, already getting a little bump in his lower region. You may have joked about it in the past before to tease him and make fun of his boner. Truth is, you said that so he could stay lying down but you actually do want to have sex with him. You feel as if you’re finally ready - whether your body agrees with you or not. “I’m not joking Josh,” you say softly, your voice trembling a bit. He looks down into your eyes and his eyes go huge. He grins and says, “Are you sure about this? I don’t want to rush anything.”
You nod and smile. “No I’m sure, I’m ready.” Josh smiles and leans down, pecking your lips softly. You kiss him back and let yourself drown into the kiss, deepening it ever-so-slowly. He pulls you closer and you sit down on his lap; your legs on either side of him. His tongue licks your lower lip gently and you smile, loving the feeling of his tongue against your lower lip. You part your mouth and let him in.
He tugs gently on your bottom shirt and you freeze into the kiss and wince; your reflex kicking in. Josh notices and sighs, pulling away. He runs a hand through his black hair and looks deep into your eyes, making your heart skip a beat.
“[Y/N] it’s fine, we can still cuddle on the bed for a good half an hour if that’s what you want. I just don’t want you doing this other than for yourself,” he tells you, intertwining his hand with yours. You wince and close your eyes, feeling so scared and vulnerable. Your cheeks turn red and you feel as if you can’t breathe; you have to tell him what’s been taunting your mind for a while now.
You quickly just let it out and say, “I’mafraidIwon’tbegoodinbedandyouwon’tlikemycurves.” Josh doesn’t say anything and you peek your eyes open. Josh looks like a lost puppy as he tries to revise on what you said in one breath. You bite your lip to keep from smiling and shut your eyes again; embarrassed that you just confused him. He looks so cute though when he’s lost - it’s one of the most adorable things he does. “Ohh,” Josh mutters, finally understanding.
“[Y/N], please look at me beautiful.” You slowly open your eyes and he cups your jaw with both his hands, warming up your jaw with his warm hands and looking deeply into your eyes. You feel your heart melt slowly from his intense staring and you love being this close to him.
“It’s not possible for someone to not be good while making love hun. Pleasure is pleasure and it will always feel good. We’ll take things super slow and go easy, I won’t do anything to hurt you on purpose. And [Y/N] sweetheart, you know I love your curves! They make you unique and there’s more to cuddle to. I love it beautiful and most of all; I love you! It’s not too late to back out of this sweetie.”
You’re so touched and shocked by everything Josh just told you. You wrap your arms around his neck and kiss him deeply and passionately on the lips. Josh seems shocked but he kisses you back deeply, resting his hands on your waist.
You feel him smile into the kiss, which makes you smile. You pull away and slowly press your lips against his ear. You breathe lightly and say, “I’m 100% sure I want to do this.” Josh grins and presses his lips back down on yours, kissing you deeply. You smile and kiss him back, enjoying the feel of his lips on yours. He gently licks your bottom lip and starts taking off your pants.
You ignore your heartbeat speeding up and just focus on Josh’s tongue running over yours. You run you’re hands down to the bottom of Josh’s black V-neck shirt and pull it off - detaching your lips from his for a few seconds while you pull it over his head.
You’re about to press your lips back on his but he tugs gently on your shirt before slowly lifting it up. You bite down on your lip nervously as the top fully comes off and hits the ground.
Josh eyes what he can already see and you feel his boner increase against your bum. You giggle and surprisingly Josh blushes just a bit. His warm hands run up your stomach to the ending of your bra. You start chewing on your bottom lip and look at Josh.
He gives you a look asking to continue, you slowly nod and watch him. He brings his hands to the back of your bra and gently unhooks it, slowly taking it off. The minute the bra leaves you, you feel overexposed. Your immediate reflex is to cover your arms over your breasts - which you do. Josh takes your arms in his hands and slowly moves them away, never taking his eyes off you. “You’re beautiful [Y/N] and you have no reason to be insecure. I don’t love you for your shape, I love you for your heart and personality,” he says firmly.
You smile and feel your cheeks redden just the slightest. Josh slowly lowers his eyes until they land on your breasts. Your cheeks turn a deep shade of red and you feel Josh’s boner increase even more - making you happy that it excites him. His hands start on your stomach and slowly make their way up to your breasts. Once he gets there, he slowly outlines the breasts with his fingertips; giving you shivers. His hands run gently over your breasts and you gasp from the contact.
He traces his hands gently all around; giving you tingles all over your body. Josh starts massaging your breasts; gently pulling and squeezing all over. His thumbs touch your nipples and you half-gasp-half-moan. Josh smirks and starts pulling on the small little buds gently. You sigh and tilt your head back, slowly closing your eyes.
Josh’s hands continue roaming gently all over, rubbing all around. You feel so wet and you bite your lip to keep from smiling from the pleasure. He runs his hands down past your stomach and traces the waistband of your underwear. You start to feel uncertain but you shrug it off and take off his pants. Seeing his hard-on practically poke out of his boxers gives you butterflies in the stomach.
Josh starts tugging gently on your underwear and your head pops up quickly, your eyes as big as golf balls. You can’t help but be nervous about this. Josh looks up and notices, he leans in and kisses you softly on the lips. You sigh and kiss him back gently, relaxing a bit.
“We can stop here baby,” he whispers against your lips. You shake your head and pull away; wanting to continue. Josh smiles and goes back to his position. He gently runs his hands up to the waistband and slowly pulls it off. He then throws them gently on the ground and you shut your eyes; not wanting to see Josh’s reaction to when he first looks at it.
His hands caress your inner thighs and he gently brings them closer. He finally gets to your sensitive region and he delicately runs his hands over. You shiver and keep your eyes shut; wondering what he’ll do next. Josh brings an index finger over to your clit and gently starts rubbing. Your body jumps from the pleasure and you find yourself wanting to moan. He pecks your clit softly with his warm, soft mouth before running the finger down to your entrance slowly. He gently pushes the finger in and you groan, tilting your head back. He starts pushing the finger in and out of you.
You moan and the pleasure feels so good - it’s not like you’ve never done this to yourself before anyways, so it doesn’t hurt. Josh begins gently pumping the finger faster and faster inside of you. You forget your shyness and start to buck your hips into him. “Josh,” you whimper, feeling yourself getting close. He curves the finger against your g-spot and your whole body jerks forward. He continues pumping the finger inside of you and now curves into your g-spot every time. You begin to buck your hips even harder and you start panting, super close to your orgasm. You bucking your hips more makes him slam even deeper against your g-spot. You let out another moan and whimper his name. He goes at maximum speed to drive you over the edge and you tilt your head back, mouth wide open. He curves deeply against your g-spot at his maximum speed and you let out your orgasm, feeling relieved and unclenching.
Josh pulls his finger out and licks it. You cringe, not knowing whether he’d like it or not. Josh pulls out a clean finger and smiles, leaning back over to you. “It’s sweet, just like you,” he grins sheepishly. You smile and giggle a bit. He slowly comes closer; eyeing your lips. You kiss him back softly and slowly run your fingers down his chest. You get to the beginning of his boxers and your heart rate speeds up. You slowly pull them down and pull away from his lips. Josh sits down and his dick slaps up against his stomach. Your eyes go wide - this being the first dick you’ve ever seen live, right in front of you.
You have absolutely no idea what to do and Josh can tell. “I told you love, you can’t suck at this. It will feel good no matter what. Have more confidence in yourself beautiful,” he says sweetly and smiles. You nod and go on your knees, slowly approaching him. You grab the shaft in both hands and start gliding your fingers around; exploring. Josh grips the sheets and you smile and realize he’s right. Your confidence boosts up a bit and you start gliding your hands up and down the shaft. Josh whimpers and you notice the head is getting red from the lack of attention. One hand leaves his shaft and grabs the head, rubbing all over and using the thumb to circle the outline. “Oh my g- [Y/N],” he moans. You smile - glad that you’re pleasuring him so much - and start rubbing quicker to the point where you’re actually jerking him off.
Josh’s moans become continuous and he whimpers your name. You can tell he’s close and his moans get more and more high pitch. You feel the head of his dick twitch and you stop immediately; not ready to go for that yet.
Josh opens his eyes and you’re super fragile and upset, hoping he’s not mad at you for that. Josh sees that and his face goes all worried. He pulls you into his arms and rocks you slowly, kissing your forehead. “It’s okay baby, I understand. I don’t expect you to do anything more. It’s okay and I’ll go super slow and hurt you as less as possible,” he whispers softly, twirling your hair with his index finger. You smile and rest your head in his chest for a second, just taking in your surroundings.
You pull away a few seconds later and Josh reaches into his wallet to grab a condom. You lay down on the bed and take a deep breath; trying not to hyperventilate. Josh puts it on and hovers over you, putting his hands on either side of you to hold him up. You sigh and look deeply into his crystal clear bluey-gray eyes.
“This will hurt a bit love but it will get better, do you trust me?” he asks seriously. You nod softly and he smiles. He brings his face closer to yours and eyes your lips. “Just think of me okay? Forget about the pain and just focus on me, our first kiss,” he tells you. You gulp and nod, worry filling in your eyes. Josh slowly pushes himself in and you gasp. This isn’t too bad actu- oh god! Josh pushes in deeper and continues; seeming like it’ll never end. Tears gather in your eyes and the pain is practically unbearable. You yelp a cry of pain and wince, shutting your eyes. Josh presses his lips down on yours deeply and your mind takes you back to the first week you two were dating.
A soft warm pair of lips pressing gently against your own interrupts your thoughts. You feel as if the whole world stops and your heart finally feels like it’s beating again. His lips feel soft against yours and it feels right - the perfect fit. As if on instinct, you close your eyes and kiss him back - not even knowing what your doing. Your lips are moving as one and the kiss is amazing! His warm lips tingle against yours and you wish they’d never leave. You feel him apply more pressure with his lips; kissing you deeper than before. You find yourself doing the same and running your fingers through his hair, sucking gently on his bottom lip. Josh pulls his lips away slowly, gently pulling on your bottom lip before pulling away but pecks them softly once more before resting his forehead against yours, grinning the biggest smile you’ve ever seen him have. Your cheeks redden and Josh grins even more which you didn’t even think was possible. Your first kiss is already over, but it was perfect.
The pain goes away surprisingly and you’re shocked. Suddenly, the pleasure hits you - hard. “You’re so tight love,” he whimpers, pecking your lips softly. You groan and beg for him to go faster. You pull his body onto yours and buck yourself into him; kissing him deeply whilst running your fingers through his soft black hair. Josh goes faster and he begins to slam passionately against your g-spot. You can feel every inch of him on you and the pleasure is so amazing. His tongue slips gently inside your mouth and you greet his with yours. You feel him deeply inside of you and it feels like you don’t even him leave. He slams deeply into you, groping your hips gently.
The pleasure is too much to handle and you know you’re close. You whimper for him to go faster against his lips. Josh follows the orders and the constant slamming against your g-spot brings you over the edge. You pull away from his lips and yell out, “Ahh Josh!” You let your orgasm and feel so relieved.
Josh stops inside of you and his dick twitches. He cums inside of the condom and slowly pulls out, taking the condom off and throwing it away.
Once he comes back to the bed, he has a huge blue soft blanket in his hands. He lays it down on the bed and goes to the middle of it, pulling you close in his chest. He wraps the blanket around the both of you and you then wrap your arms around his. “As promised; we’ll cuddle in bed and here’s a bonus - we can cuddle for as long as you want. You’re the judge of when you’ve had enough cuddling you deserved it beautiful. You were so brave and sweet, plus you’re a natural,” he chuckles.
You giggle and just sigh softly; loving your boyfriend so much. One of his hands play with your hair and you feel yourself smiling; closing your eyes in pure relaxation. He pecks your cheek softly and whispers, “I love you.”
You smile and say it back. Your thoughts are brought back to your first kiss. Your first kiss and your first time now both have something in common: it was absolutely perfect
- Simply Glamourous